Hmm
So for awhile I've been saying that I am just taking a break from dating and that I'm not ready for it but I think now its time. Every time I go to get my head rapped around it though I cant help but think that theirs honestly only one guy that I want to be with and the worst part is that he doesn't want to be with me. Hes a senior whos leaving here within two months and I'm only a sophomore whos still working on her life. The worst part is that I honestly feel like crying when I realize that hes leaving soon and then me and him are done. Odds of me seeing him again are slim and that kills me. I like him so much.
There for a while I was trying to distance myself but now I'm kind of in a in between of distancing myself and enjoying what I have while I have it. I've talked to Dylan a little bit about it but nothings really helped me. I don't know what I'm suppose to do but I know that It's all ending to heart break, That's the worst part, I know how it ends and theirs nothing I can do about it.
Everyday I think about whether it was a good idea for me to get involved with Hunter and everyday I have a different answer. I hope one day I can look at this experience with a positive out look and not be upset about it.
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