I'm not sure where to even start with life and such. This last week alone I have been kicked out of my house 3 times. Threatened. Disowned. And Disregarded. Where to I stand now in everything? I wish i knew. My life has now come to a point where I consider my good days as days when my mom will merely tell me she doesn't like me. My bad days are when my mom tells me I'm a mistake and am no longer allowed to live in her house, and my worst days are the days where my family actually decides to disown me.
These last few days have been some of my worst days of summer so far. I knew in the beginning that this summer was going to be a hard one and it turns out it was way worst then I thought it would be. I thank go every day thought that he gave me Andrew and Robert. With out either of them there would be no way I would have made it through this summer completely intact. Last night alone I hung out with bob till 5 in the morning because my mom didn't want me in the house. I told him my biggest wish and it actually broke his heart.
I could of never figured that bob would feel worst for me. I always felt like he had it worst then me in life. Either way it was nice having someone to talk to. Going to college will be a good thing for me. I'll get away from all the stress of my crazy family and will finally get to relax. I won't have Robert and Andrew around very much anymore but we've all made plans to move in with eachother next summer. THANK GOD! God knows I couldn't re-do this summer again at my moms. I do make one promise to myself. I will never live in this house again! Ever!
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