And I'm Here

I am officially moved into my dorm. God I have so much stuff! The day before I left was amazing. It was the best night of the summer and I'm so glad I got to spend it with my friends. I miss them so much and its only been two days! I start SOL training on Tuesday and then I have a date with Chris on Friday. After that my SOL babies move in on Saturday! I am way to excited for this!

I guess your probably wondering how my letters went over. Well I gave them to them. No one said anything to me except my father. I let my mom know that I'm not coming back. She didn't care. The first night at school I kinda regretted the concept of my letters but now I'm glad that I did it. They might not think anything of them but in time they will come to realize that they came from the heart and were real. 

I think the biggest thing that I'm struggling with is the fact that my brother came out to me as a transgender. I guess I should of seen the signs but in all honesty I still didn't see it coming and it still hasn't fully registered. I love my brother no matter what but hes my brother, not my sister. I'm really trying to be there for him since this is so much harder on him then me. I can't imagine what he's going through and I can't imagine how hard its going to be for him to come out to my parents who are both major homophobes. I'm just glad he has Emily who is super ok with it. 

Other then that I'm just preparing for school to start and I'm really hoping to start out on the right foot.