Things have been beyond crazy. HvZ started this week and since I'm on the eboard for the UGC, this means I have to head the whole event. I love this game so much but I am way beyond tired. Theres this thought that I feel like a horrible person because I am keeping my friendship with Chris alive but then again that's all it is....sorta. So maybe I'm still kissing and having sex with him... At first I felt horrible about this but then I slowly got over it. Now I'm beginning to feel bad about it again mainly because last night I went and "hung out" with my good friend Hunter.
I'm not a good person. I realize this BUT I am trying to change my ways and become a better person. I've started practicing my faith again and am trying to live by the rules of that minus a few tweaks here and there. Ill figure it out I'm sure.
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